I question the transience of the past. I question its
existence. Doesn’t the past exist, even after it
doesn’t? Isn’t the present, the after-life of the past —
the ghostly chill that shimmers, feet-less, around
graves, in the moonlight? I struggle with tenses. We
made love. Fervent love. Now that love is an
apparition in white. Or we are. Verbs transmogrify
into waiting. Love resurrects in a purgatory of its
own creation. Let’s wonder about other things —
things we told each other, things we told ourselves,
things that were never true. What happens to lies
when they cross time-fences? How will the unreal
survive its not-being? You tell me. I can feel your
fingers scorch my skin. I tell myself I am dreaming.
I tell myself reality undid itself that night. You
tell me. What is the tense of an unspoken goodbye?
Love it. Impactful, compelling lines of poetry. ‘Isn’t the present, the after-life of the past’ … that will stay with me, I know.
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Thank you, Wendy.
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A thought provoking poem beautifully penned.
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Thank you, Ayala 🙂
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I love the way you weaved the past and present together here. Sublime. By the way I’ve submitted my review to amazon uk…a copy is on my FB author page here : https://www.facebook.com/VivianZems/
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Thank you, Vivian – and like I said on instagram… grateful for the very kind review. Am so glad you liked the poems!
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I like all the questions here, the thoughts of past, was love real? I love how you thread your thoughts, so original, mind boggling and beautiful.
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That’s very kind, Myrna. Thank you!
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“How will the unreal survive its not-being?” Beautiful.
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Thanks so much!
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I love the line about the present being the ghost of the past. Which ghosts wail loudest, the ones of what-might-have-been or the ones of what-never-was?
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That’s a good question! Thanks so much, Rommy!
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Unspoken goodbyes are just plain tense! How’s that for an answer?
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The right one! 🙂
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We are told to learn from the past amd so we should, for mistakes are often seen afterthe event but sadly we are a species these days that consider profit first before protection of the Earth’s seas, lands, forests,and wildlife so long as a good profit can be made. Soon those with all the money will consider their fellow humans as animals too…good luck with that.
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It is quite dire, isn’t it! Thanks, Robin.
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Good question poetically posed. I remember when I got married thinking “married” had the word die and dead right in it and that it was more an ing word: marrying, ongoing.
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Oh dear! Die and dead and marred and dire 🙂 Better off as an -ing word, that’s for sure!
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This is incredibly potent!💖 Especially like; “Love resurrects in a purgatory of its own creation.”
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Thank you, Sanaa.
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Wow, this is wonderful. It speaks to all the things a person could wonder about in regard to the end of a love…the way a relationship was built and the way a relationship unraveled. And oh yes, the unspoken good-bye is a powerful conclusion to this poem!
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Thanks so much, Mary. So glad you liked it!
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So much to think about in this poem – an excellent write
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Thanks so much, Jae.
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“Love resurrects in a purgatory of its own creation.” What a stunning line that is! Wonderful writing, as always, Rajani.
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Great word — “wonder” — a vehicle both of enquiry and surprise and an apt oar for rowing into the heart of the matter, which is not time or grammar but love.
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In the end, it’s always about love… what else is there- to wonder about 🙂
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Only water words poured by a poet can get here, seeping beyond time into the vaster reservoir beyond where love and eternity are limitless — Tortured way to applaud maybe but your enquiries matter and endure.
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Thanks so much, Brendan!
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I really like this piece. The present as only a ghost of past moments. How do we lay it to rest? Can we do that? Must we always drag its remnants with us? All these questions and more…
Elizabeth
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Thanks so much, Elizabeth. You’ve hit on all the big questions- we spend much of life trying to figure out the answers!
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Truly brilliant and captivating take on time and reality – the present as afterlife of the past. I love this.
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Thanks so much. Glad you liked it!
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I really did. You’re welcome.
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