so quickly,
even before time has scrubbed the stains of life from its trembling hands,
even before the heart and mind have unveiled their infinite mirrors of denial,
so quickly,
from she and her,
death had birthed a body.
it.
it needs to be covered.
it needs to be moved.
the oil lamp in the corner scorches the air that last burst free from her lungs.
without warning.
without knowing.
it.
it lies on ice.
it is covered with flowers.
one marigold is already wilting on the summer floor.
so quickly,
they lift it,
four shoulders where once she was cradled in four arms.
to the fire.
to the light.
this home
like a tortoise shell,
that it carries away as it leaves,
and the sky rushes into the emptiness,
grey and cold.
i rest my head on the cloud walls
and we try to weep together,
the porch wet with stars,
with time, the spots on its hands now raw and bruised,
with the mirrors, within the mirrors.
so quickly,
she was born.
she was gone.
when death birthed a body.
without her name.
without her pain.
it.
Lovely, Rajani. I’ll just sit with these words, feeling those feelings that cannot be named…
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Thank you Michael.. this poem came from a place of much sorrow, am glad you liked it.
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Life becomes “it.” What was full now needs to be covered, moved, marked with flowers. Stark, eerie–you give us the impressions with a big emptiness in the middle.
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Thank you Susan… and thank goodness there’s poetry to help deal with difficult times!
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The physical home now empty….
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I can feel the angst of death hovering in those grey and cold clouds, the sense of loss and emptiness is very real.
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Thank you Truedessa…
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The image of death birthing a body is a strong metaphor that makes me think and feel.
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Thank you Mary.
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This just really struck me–the writing feels so personal–and the images work so well–
I loved these lines especially–
i rest my head on the cloud walls
and we try to weep together,
the porch wet with stars,
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Thanks so much Audrey.. it did come from a personal space.
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Everything is in this poem. Everything that describes those feelings of loss when death snatches away someone we love. I am mesmerized by so many lines here. The ones that Sherry points out are among them. I too am sorry for you loss, and all of our losses.
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Thanks so much Myrna.
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“we try to weep”
Sometimes grief is so deep that weeping is impossible. (I speak from experience.) Years later, however, there may come an unexpected flood of tears
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Thank you.. and I agree. Appreciate your kind thoughts.
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the poem written so beautifully takes me to my stormy days….
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Thanks Sumana… let’s hope for blue skies after the storm.
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Such a beautifully written poem of grief and loss…..I especially felt ” i rest my head on the cloud walls / and we try to weep together, / the porch wet with stars,” I am so sorry for your loss. You wrote this so beautifully.
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Thank you so much Sherry…
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Such a beautifully poignant write…!
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Thank you Sanaa..
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death; the inevitable, which no one is every prepared to accept
sad poem, beautiffuly written
Have a nice Wednesday
much love…
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Thanks so much Gillena.. a lovely day to you too.
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This image is in my head of a tortoise carrying an empty shell. Naked seems a better choice than to carry such heavy memories.
Somber poem
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Thank you Leslie… was in a sombre mood I think.
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The scrubbing of those hands is so harsh and painful – how swiftly life can be eradicated and yet i hope the essence of who we are remains – can be treasured..remembered and in time reclaim her name..thoughts to you
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Thanks so much Jae.
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What sadness is conveyed is this tragic poem of still birth(?). A promise unfulfilled and the grief of unknowing.
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Wasn’t thinking of still birth Robin, that’s an interesting take. Thanks so much.
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Thank you. This poem kindled old memories to flash into consciousness again, difficult yet precious.
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Thank you Tio.
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Death is a shock, sad and gripping, and it never really lets go of our mind.
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That’s true.. thanks for stopping by and reading my poem.
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